Saturday, April 25, 2009

Boys Boys Boys

Them Boys sure ain't don't doing any good. I'm sure they will turn it around but they need to do it like yesterday.
I'm starting to worry about it big time.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


Omg.. that took me by surprise I guess we really didn't keep stuff a secret !
turns out my cousin either saw or heard  us or something cause by what he said it's like he knew me and this friend have been seeing each other.
well, I didn't get a chance to see him but next time I will
my sister was in the hospital having her gall bladder taken out by the SAME doctor as mine kind of crazy
and her baby was sick too poor little juicer baby
he's doing much better and so Is she.
I know random thought but eh! I'm tired from staying up all night with the little juicer watching him cause he's been sick.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

It's about time

The D'backs Won today!!
that haven't been it's starting to really worry me.
ha! We will turn around I know hoping sooner than later.

Friday, April 17, 2009

My Cousins House :(

I haven't been there in forever for obvious reasons. I really hate going over there knowing that my "friend" could show up at any minute. I don't even know what to say or if I should say anything at all. We didn't part in good terms or any that I know of.
We had a sort of falling out but I don't really know because I haven't seen him In a month. I'm trying to stay away from him as long as possible. Nothing good will ever come over our "relationship" actually it never was one just a couple ok more than a couple "relations" ha! I should have know when he wanted to just keep it damn secret. That's the part that gets me the most. knowing I was fool enough to let him basically use me, till his "girl" friend became more than his friend.
I don't think I want to be friends with him anymore and that sucks 7 years of being friends for what.
I should have known.
I did know but couldn't say no.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


I'm totally Siked! We Won In Dramatic Fashion!!!
with 2 pinch hit home runs !

Things Change

Has anyone ever had a Friend you just knew you shouldn't have a romantic relationship with? I do. Now things are way diffrent between us and I don't like it one bit.
I wish I could go back and change it so that nothing happens. At all.I really like him but obviously he doesn't feel the same about me. What do I do Nothing let him be or what tell him how I feel or just let it go.
Haven't seen Him in weeks going on months. Maybe it's better that way In the long run. who knows? I don't know nothing anymore.Nothing at all.